I'm already letting myself down I made this so that I could come here each day to vent what I have to but as you can tell I havent been doing a very good job. So lets see I have changed my life in fact because I have told peple what I really think about them in the past week so things have been hetic to say the least. But you know sometimes I just feel like I have to say stuff that I really feel and the thing is I know that some of the things I say are hurtful but I just feel like I'm not being true to the people that are closest to me if I'm not you know.

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13 Feb 02
Well here it goes i guesss i'll start by telling you that i have come here because i need an outlet for my lifes events that i go thru each and every day. I was thinking that sense this is the kind of thing that you can use and be honest with yourself and others that are going to read it you have freedom that i dont think you get elsewhere and i know that you can set up a home page and all of that but this seems to be a place where a lot of people converge and so i think I'll get some good feed back because in a way thats what i'm looking for from others. anyway i'll come back back each day and let you all know whats happin with me.

Keoni

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